Quasi Good-Bye to Lena@MW

After reading bilbo's Goodbye note to Lena@MW, Iwas thinking maybe because she is leaving soon and does not care aboutcostomers repeating or not anymore. I decided to see her one more time to, onthe one hand, test my assumption (Ihoped I was wrong), and on the other hand, say good-bye to her. Manybrothers in this forum know she is nice to me and I like her. During the entire session, I did not detect (forgive me for using this word butI did purposely pay attention to how she behaved and performed) anything that wasnot as good as before. In fact, there was one thing that I do not rememberhappened as often before as it did today: whenever position permits, she touched myhead and my face, and gently pinched my chin as well ever so often. After finishing the main course, I was lying on my back in the bed and she laidher body on top of me, chatting. I told her this might be my last visit to hersince I was not quite sure whether or not I would be able to make my next visitthat I planned for next week (I will be out of the country staring late next weekand will not be back before she leaves on Jan. 29). After hearing this, shesuddenly held me very tightly. I could tell from her eyes that she felt somehowdisappointed, and I saw this feeling a number of times before I left. Maybe because shethought this was my last visit, she initiated more hugs and kisses: during thesecond shower, after I put my clothes on, before I put my shoes on, and beforeshe opened the door for me. In my last eye contact with her before I left, I noticedthe way how she looked at me was like a young girl leaving her father for a long tripby herself to an unfamiliar country with a lot of uncertainty. 我感觉她好像有些依依不舍的样子,但也许是我自作多情 - 我宁可是自作多情。Inmy previous review, I reported she once asked me to stay more than 10 minuteslonger than my booked duration because she had a 20 minute gap before her next customerwas due to arrive). This time she said she was sorry for not being able to keepme there longer since the next customer was waiting.  The brother ahead of me arrivedtoo late and my session was delayed by almost half an hour.  Here I ask all brothers to be on time whengoing to see MM’s because one person’s being late could affect all brothers forthe rest of the day. Being punctual is a respect to the MM, to the keeper andto other brothers as well. During the second shower, I asked her what she would bedoing when she goes back to Korea. She said she did not know but she would takea good rest first for sure because she felt very tired. I then asked herwhether she would come back to Canada or not, and she said she did not know it,either, and it depends on whether she needs more money or not. I said to her that I had a dilemma (though I do not think she understands the word dilemma): I want her to come back so that I can see her again; but I do not hope her to continue doing this job and want her to live a normal life a beautiful young girl like her deserves. At this time, sheused one hand to hold me very tightly, putting her face between my neck and my shoulder, and used the other hand to caress my back. It was affectional and emotional. I asked heralways to use good quality bra to keep the good shape of her breasts. She noddedher head. She then raised the body and nipple of one of her breasts and said “beforelike this”, and then released her hand and said “now like this”.  She meant her breastes are not as perky as before anymore. I mentioned bilbo's recent review on her, and asked her whethershe could recognize who this guy is. She said she did not know who this is. Shethen added she may treat different customers differently based on how thecustomers behave but not based on how long they stay. So Bilbo brother, you mighthave thought too much, or your expectation might have been unrealisticallyhigh. This is long enough. Because I still do not know for sureI can see her once more time next week, my last visit might or might not be agood-bye to her - it is a quasi good-bye.