My limitation, my weakness, my kryptonite

For those who don't know me, I have done a lot of crazy things in my hunting career. I have done greek with more than 2 dozen mms so far, I have dated more than one mpa and a few sps. I have even let one mm moved in with me. I thought i love every single aspect of hunting. and i love being a wolf. and i thought i am just an experienced and talented wolf, i can have fun on BP relying on my super keen spider sense, and with not so well-known INDYs.. now i realized and started to accept my limitation and the flaw in my hunting ability which is ...threesome aka 3P. I can not have fun in a 3P session. don't judge me too quickly ie low sex drive, or not being able to satisfy two mms sexually...etc... the problem is simply I do not what to say nor what to do in a 3P session. the whole experience just freaking awkard.. not the worst session, but worst 5 in my hunting career.. It made total sense to try my 3P with two of my fav. mms. very logical! i have been checking the schedule regularly waiting for those two mms' schedules to allign.. when that happened, i made the phone call. for an hour session. was very excited driving there... heart was racing the whole way, i have so much fun and affection with mm A, more fun with mm B..so therotically, i would have the time of my life, double the pleasure double the fun, double the affections.. when the door opened, mm A opened the door, she did look a bit unease, we hugged and headed to the room. mm B was waiting there. it was just weird, that awkard silence.. i tried really hard to be funny and break the ice.. i was like u girls know each other right..  but let me introduce everyone again, 3P in porn is overrated... in real life, is like u r on the spotlight in a bad way, mms waiting for u to lead, to guide them, to dominate the session. otherwize it's not fair for one of them to dictate.. u know the worst part of 3P is changing condoms, i did mm A first, i have to change condom again before i can enter mm B, the trasition was just awkward and long... totally not romantic at all.. two mms stared at me while changing the dome. i know mm B is not comfortable giving me head after mm A. she still did it, just i could tell she did not enjoy it like she used to. she just wanted it to get it over with.. As much as i love GFE, i try to provide a BFE at the same time, i know it sounds corny and ironic, but a real genuine BFE is exclusive and only available between 2 parties. at the end of the session, i was like did u girls enjoy it.. mm A said yes and mm B just nodded. I was like can i be very honest here.. I did not enjoy it. I don't know what i was thinking to arrange this meeting of us 3 together at the same time. I had to be very careful what i said and what i did and i overthink too much, because i think u both are wonderful girls, and obviously u two are my favourites so i picked u too. but i am not sensative enough and did not think it thoroughly. in order to have a great time, i neglect the dynamics between u two.. i should have asked before i booked this session.. 3P is a fetish for a lot of wolves, but not for me, i would not do it again. I felt like an actor, who was working not having fun. i worked too hard to impress, too paranoid if i was doing anything wrong, or to offend them.. i now fully understand God give me ONE JJ for a reason, not two not three but ONE. I was hesistant to share this exp.. because wolves would want to know when why where, which garage which mms...etc the intention of sharing this msg is because i saw this http://sex网站.com/bbs/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=12172&extra=page%3D1&page=2 "For the review, I think I can't provide anything new to happypoon. Because nothing would surprise this man. If you want to know, I just got a standard package: massage,reverse nude, then hj. Next time I would try russian finish. They got big tits." bro terryxnov u r wrong.. 3P surprised me big time in a bad way. at one point i was helpless in the room, did not know what goes next, did not know what to do when both mms are quiet and not at ease.. how to make transition smoothly without hicuups.so if any wolf is considering 3P.. please be careful which two mms u choose.. u have to analyze the dynamics and relationship between two mms, are they comfortable with each other, not only 3P's damage is double, there are 4 hands 4 legs, 4 breasts, 4 bums, and 2 kitties.. just too many if u ask me, too much attention, too much work, too much stress.. i am not sure which section i should put this, general or "blowing water" or massage, so If Ben thinks it's inappropriate, move it for me.. i was typing at blowing water section, but moved to here because i want wolves to read and make an impact, think carefully before u partake 3P, some wolves told me greek is overrated, I am telling u 3P is overrated.