Lydia @MW (A lost love)

After read another bro's post http://sex网站.com/bbs/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=9581&extra=page%3D1 I can't help to write my experience. Face     8.5+    I think she may look better without makeup, nature beauty. Body    10        For me,   I love her boob and meat ass very much. Service  5        Well here, I have to say i think she has skills, but She seems does not like me to tough her....well maybe im not her Type... Attitute 1         This "1" is for only her working bbbj with tooth socket, Worst experience... I can feel she doesn't like me at all. Forced smile. after I was out of condo, I start to look at myself in the mirror of car, how ugly i am... Repeat:  100% No When I first visit her at North York, I was so excited to see her at that moment, and want to treat her as my GF. For me, she is better than Barbie or Emma or whatever...Even though, i cum very quick at that time, but I did like this status. I don't care about money but it did save a lot of time. At least it is better than  ..like "doing the gym with other mm", I hate sweating! First time, (maybe I did not perform very well, just got off the plane in the morning), (maybe she is not in mood) (maybe she is hurgry as she told me) well I understood. Many "No"s for the normal menu list items. but i still respect her. Because i still want to treat her as GFE. shower and left. Second time. I toke a heart full of expectations, hope she may had a good mood, but this time she just ate dinner -.- But finally broke my heart, No Hug,No Kiss,No Eye contact,No DATY, No interest on me at all.  I realized she was working in this way, seems don't really like this job/or life.  Everything is mechincal and many "No"s for normal service again. something like, I ask "Can I start from Doggy", She told me "No.. I have to wash..."I dont really understand the reason, but anyway, I respected her again. Because I still really love her. missionary 5mins and i have already lose my mood.  Afterwards, I praised her cute face,body, rabbit slippers,tidy bear blanket and tried to make her happy but not really work,  I was so frustrated. I am mature enough, I knew mm don't like some bros, that is very normal, therefore I am not upset, or compaint, just fell bad to lose a love.