Emotional and Depressed Day. Good Bye Friends.

With the new law coming soon, I wanted to use this time to hunt as many times as possible, today it was a quite emotional day. I would not post the name of the MM as requested, I promise her I will not write a review regarding what happen today. But I think everyone should know about what happen today... For the reason I was being emotional after the visit because she was trying so hard to please, but yet I couldn't come, we went through overtime for 15-20 minutes, 15-25 min of BBBJ and yet I still didn't come. In my mind, it was okey because I really didn't care about coming or not but in her mind, she just want to please me, making sure I'm having a comfortable time. I can see tears from her eyes because I didn't come but I told her it was alright and I didn't care, she is not some ugly bitch, she is probably the best looking MM I have visited. I keep telling her to shower but she refuse, but yah after 2-3 minute we both went to shower... After we shower...she started crying again, tears were coming from her eyes, I was like fuck, did I do something wrong, did I hurt her when I was doing it? Ofcourse not, I didn't...it was her pervious customers, who hurt her and yes I told the keeper about it but never got a reply back...I took out my wallet, she told me is okeyy you don't have to pay, I was like No no no, you worked so hard in this industry for the money, I know you needed for somethings thats important in your life, she was trying to convice me paying half of 45min session, (yes I went 20 min overtime). but I put down $200 on the table, and started walking out the door... there were chemistry between us, because I can feel it so strong after I left, I felt really bad by seeing how this beautful and gorgeous girl got hurt by the wolf. She doesn't desserve this...I can see it from her eyes that she don't want to be in this industry anymore...right before I leave, she told me... "You're a good guy...don't come to see me or come into this lobby anymore, find a girlfirend in life". I was shock and suprise, it is like she is saying it to herself as well but yet she need to make the $$$$ for something... those words and tears are strong, I will leave this lobby because of what happened today. I really hope she will leave soon as well, finding a guy that will turely respect and love her... I know your going to read this because you read review in this board, So to answer your question why I started this lobby: *I would never have enter this hobby if I didnt't find out the girl who I loved and dated cheated on me when she was on vacation for a week* but thanks to your words and tears, now I can finally move on and leave this hobby...Thank you.